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Sink Your Teeth-9-Bathwater-

Sink Your Teeth.

[Chapter 9] Bathwater

Vampire Knight © Hino Matsuri (If I was Hino Matsuri, I would SOOO! Put Mia in Vampire Knight.)

Okay, so pairings in this story are Zero x OC, Kaname x Yuuki, Sayori x Kain (DEAL WITH IT, I don't like Aidou x Sayori), Takuma x Sara, Ichiru x Maria and more will be mentioned later on.

A BIT OF MATURE CONTENT! YOU;VE BEEN WARNED.

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Mia sat of her bed brushing her hair in her thigh length robe on her new bed that Toga demanded she get if slept in Zero's room. She was thinking about the events that happened the past week, she spent time with her newly found uncle Toga Yagari. Toga would walk in town with Mia, talking to her about her parents and what she was like when she was a child. Toga could see Hanako in Mia's face and presence & Ryuu, his brother, in her high spirit. Her uncle told her about Zero when he had him as a student, & how he got the eye patch. Her heart ached as she re-heard the story of Shizuka Hio from Toga's point of view. She remembered meeting her, the night she died. Weeks before Shizuka had taken over her distant relative Maria Kurenai, and worked with Zero's twin brother Ichiru Kiryu. She remembered that night & wanted to forget it so badly.

Mia knew deep down inside when she heard Shizuka Hio died; she knew that Kaname had something to do with it. He seemed a little unusual after her death, more odd than he is sometimes.

The Council of Elders believes Zero killed her, and is ready to punish Zero anytime when they have full evidence. Mia stared at Zero when he told her, he might be executed for a killing he didn't do. Her eyes filled with tears and ran to Zero, and hugged him as they both banged into a wall. She couldn't have Zero killed for something he didn't do. She prayed every night that the Council of Elders would realize they are wrong about Zero.

A click of a door, Mia turned her head and brushed away up coming tears to the person entering the room. Zero walked in looking exhausted and upset. Mia walked to him and hugged him tightly; he slowly hugged her back and buried his head into her bright red hair.

"Mia..."

"Zero, I know I've-"

"Mia, I'm putting you through some much."

"I don't mind, it's better than being a runaway orphan stealing food from villages and living in trashcans."

"But you don't deserve someone like me, you deserve something that actually like be there and isn't going to be executed."

"YOUR NOT!" Mia yelped in his shoulder. "I'm not letting you get killed by some bastard vampires that think that you're a killer but you're a gentle, sweet and loving man. You don't deserve someone like me, you should have better." Zero felt tears running down his shoulder and chest.

"Mia, I absolutely want you to-"

"No Zero let me finish. The last couple months I've spent with you and Yuuki, and my uncle are the best times I've had in my life since I was young. It's been a long time since I've been happy and I want to see you smile more often. I wanted to see Yuuki happy too, you've seen her lately, and she is totally out of it. & I want to see Kaname seen for what he is."

"Mia, I want you to be happy too. I've been so happy with you. I remember when Toga told me about you one day. He told me how much he missed you, and how beautiful you were. I told him and vowed to him, if you were alive I would protect you."

"You...did?"

"Yes. I'm not really keeping my promise."

"Zero, you are. You have protected me."

'Mia, I've been so tied up with-" Zero was caught off by Mia's warm lips. Warm tears stained her lips as she pressed them to Zero. Zero wrapped his arms around her and they both fell onto her bed. Zero pushed off of her and Eskimo kissed Mia and looked down at her clothing questionably.

"Oh, I was going to take a bath he he" She laughed nervously because of the loose fabric that held her body from being naked in front of him. Zero smiled and put an arm under her and lifted her up. She stood on her feet and walked to their bathroom. Mia looked back at him and asked, "Do you want to join me?"

'Well- I- we're not gonna d-d-do anything-g right?" Zero blushed at the thought of him and Mia naked in a bath together.

"Like what?"

"Like...uh-h-h well I guess"

"Like sex?" Zero gulped and turned red to the word.

"Um-m-m yea"

"No! Silly, just a bath." She smiled and left the door open from Zero. He heard the water running and Mia's footsteps and the sounds of a bottle emptying. He stripped as he walked to the down. When he enter the room he was in his dress shirt and boxers, he froze when he saw Mia in the bathtub with her red hair tied up and bubbles covering her up to her collarbone. Her eyes were closed and she was humming a tune to herself. Zero hide his smile and fully stripped and joined in with Mia.

'So warm" Mia moved her back towards Zero and lied in his lap.

"I hope we can do this again."

"Me too Zero"

Warm kisses and gentle touches ran through the night. Zero caressed her neck as he felt his blood lust grew a bit, among other things.

"Zero?"

"Mhmm?"

"Do you need blood?" He nodded against her neck but told her he could get tablets. Mia being Mia had told him to have some of hers.

"I'm fine."

"If you say so Zero~" She sang and dived more into the water and bubbles, pressing herself to his front.

"What a relaxing night..."

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Zero hand onto Mia's hand as they walked to the front of Cross Academy. Last night relaxed him from the stress any 17-year-old shouldn't go through. Kaien Cross asked them to help with killing of Level E's with Toga Yagari and some of the Night Class. Zero, hating the Night class, was first reluctant but Mia bride him to do it for another night like before.

"I wonder where we're going today." Mia thought out loud.

"I don't care but if that Aidou touches you, I'm going to beat him to-" Zero stopped as warm lips touched his cheek.

"Calm down, I wont let him. But I like you when you talk dirty." Zero turned to a shade of red that matched Mia's hair color.

"Talk d-dirty?" Mia laughed and tugged him to the small group near the gates of Cross Academy.

There stood Aidou whining about something to Kain, Takuma & Ruka with Shiki & Rima under an umbrella, Toga standing with Yori (Sayori). Mia smiled and ran up to Yori and her uncle.

"Morning Yori, you too Uncle." Toga patted her head and ruffled her hair.

"UNCLE?" Aidou yelped.

"Uh yea, Toga is my uncle..." Mia and Toga both looked at each other and gave confused looks.

"But-how- there's- wait-WHAT!" Aidou stood in front of Mia and Toga pointing a finger at them back and forth. Kain sighed and pulled back his cousin.

"I'm sorry for my cousins..." Trying to find the word.

"Stupidity?" Toga finished for him.

"Childish attitude?" Mia asked, receiving a pat on the head from Toga and a faint smile from Zero.

"Yea pretty much." Kain said with no emotion. Yori giggled at Kain. He turned towards her laughter and smiled at the golden hair girl. Kain knew of Yori, she wasn't there to see the Night Class but Kain came across her sometimes. He heard Aidou talking about her and became more charmed by her.

"Alright where are we going?" Mia asked getting everyone's attention.

"Cross said it was at St. Helena's Orphan House. " Toga read from a paper, Mia stood frozen at the name.

"Mia, what's wrong?" Zero shook her shoulder a bit.

"That was...my old home..."

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Yay.

Sink Your Teeth-8- Scare.

Sink Your Teeth.

[Chapter 8] Scare.

Vampire Knight. © Hino Matsuri

(Okay, I added in a scene from the beginning of Vampire Knight into this chapter but this story takes place around the time Yuuki reawaked.)

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The breeze hit Mia's bare legs at she stood guard at the Moon gates. Her vibrant red hair blew in the wind as she watched the Day Class students swoon over the Night class. Yuuki was having a difficult time dealing with them, and the girls on Zero' side were stiff with fear. Mia is so use to everything in the Cross Academy; everything was like home to her. Headmaster Cross's odd obsession of getting Zero, Yuuki, and herself calling him father, Yuuki's bright lovely smile, the naïve Day class girls, Hanabusa s little flirting now and then, Akatsuki's casual ruffling of her hair, Rima skipping over to her and giving her pocky, the odd glances she got from Ruka, the very abnormal cheerful and enthusiastic behavior from Takuma, & Zero.

Mia enters in her own world when she thought of Zero Kiryu. Zero put on the front that he didn't like anyone and he was a cold person. It was true that Zero didn't really like that many people; he only liked Mia, Yuuki, Toga Yagari, and sometimes Headmaster Cross. But Mia knew of Zero's kind warm-hearted side, it was rare to see it in public.

'Mia..." Zero said, standing behind her.

"Mia..." Yuuki said too, a little louder. Zero got tired of repeating her name and grabbed Mia's sides and turned her around and yelled.

'MIA!!!" Zero shook her shoulders and yelled in her face, inches from her face.

"Morning Zero!" She beamed her lovely smile that Zero adored.

"Come on you two, Headmaster wants us!" Yuuki yelled at them as she walked in the Academy. Zero looked around for anyone left around outside, then turned back to Mia slightly smirking. Mia looked at him with a confused look on her face. Zero wrapped his lanky arms around her shoulders and leaned into her. She responded by intertwining her fingers in his hair and pressing her moist lips to his. After a couple seconds they pulled away from each other and Mia looked at him with the same confused look.

'What was that for?" She questioned.

"I didn't get a good morning kiss."

"You seem more happy than usual"

"That's not normal for me?"

"Not really, while not in public, but."

"Are we in public?" Mia looking around her and Zero.
"Not really but..."

"Come on, Headmaster needs us" He said tugging on her hand to the building.

{Fast forward}

After listening to Zero ramble about how he cant stand be a Perfect and how he felt he was being a bodyguards for the Night class, Headmaster Cross went on his lecture of how much he loved Mia, Yuuki and Zero.

"You three are always helping even if you hate it or get tired of it. If I can leave it to my cute son & two loving daughters, my heart will never be troubled by it!" He yelled almost jumping over his desk to them but a loud slam stopped him.

"I know I was raised by you, but I don't remember ever becoming your son!" Zero slammed his fist into the desk, slipping in the middle.

"You pay too much attention to detail, Zero." Headmaster Cross said.

"Oh! I am not a Cross!" Mia added in.

"Zero, Mia calm down!" Yuuki smiled and patted both their heads.

"But anyway, I want Mia & Zero to go to town and find some Level E's that the Vampire Hunters Association sent to me. Yuuki has to stay here on patrol."

"Yes Headmaster." Mia & Yuuki bowed. Zero stood tapping his foot then got hit in the ribs by Mia and sighed in defeat, bowing as well.

{Fast Forward}

Mia walked happily in front of Zero. The warm wind brushed against their faces and they walked in front of the mansion they were sent to. The mansion had beautiful stature even with broken glass windows and the gloomy aura it had around it. Mia lightly pushed the gates open and walked through them as Zero followed. Mia's red hair danced in the wind as the doors to the mansion opened and wind came rushing past the couple.

"Smells old." Mia said, twisting her face in a disgusted form. Zero held in a laugh, but froze as Mia placed her warm hand on his cheek. Zero turned his head towards Mia, seeing her lovely smile and gave her a confused look.

"You should smile more often Zero, & laugh more, it makes you live longer." Mia caressed his cheek and blood rush to his face. She slips her hand into his and forwards up the steps. The cold from Zero's hand seemed to melt as Mia wrapped her warm hand in his. He watched her carefully was she dragged him around the mansion, watched her eyes scan for any unusual activities, the way her body swayed as she walked. Mia stopped when they both approached a wooden door with spider webs over it.

"You open it." Zero nudges her.

"Nah, you're the stronger one!" She poked him and pushed him at the door.

"Fine, I will." He gently pushed open the doors. The room they walked in was a large bedroom with vintage feeling to it. Zero walked to the large window and Mia walked around the room, dragging her finger against the dusty furniture. Mia heard footsteps behind her, thinking it was Zero.

"Whatcha think about this, Zero? Sense any Level E's?"

In return on her question, a growl came behind her and hot breath went down her neck. Mia turned around and saw a tall man with red glowing eyes.

'My, my, what do I have here?" The man said. Both Zero and Mia reached to their weapons but the Level E somehow grabbed both of them and slammed them into the bed and stood over them with a sick grin.

"HAHAH! Two of you? Perfect! I've been starving!" They both felt helpless and without any weapons to protect them. The Level E head to Mia first and she shut her eyes closed and Zero went to grabbed the Level E but the ex- human had a hand tightly around Zero's neck.

"You have to want my boy..." Zero could only grasped for air and growl at the Level E.

"I want to taste the pretty girl first."

BALM!

The sound of a gun shoot through the room and the Level E fell the ground in piles of dusk. Zero and Mia glanced at each other in relief and smiled as they relax. They looked up and saw Toga Yagari, their teachers and Zero's "master".

"Sensei Toga, what are you doing here?" Mia said, brushing the dusk off of her.

"I am a vampire hunter after all, Mia." He looked at her differently then usual. Zero stood behind her, asking if she is okay and she replied "as always".

'Did Headmaster Cross send you Sensei?" Zero looked at him confused.

"No, I heard you two will be here."

"We could have handle it on our own-OW" Zero rubbed his side at Mia elbowed him.

"Come on you two." The three of them walked outside the old house and walked around the village. Zero walked to a small fruit stand and brought a couple things as Toga & Mia waited for him. Mia noticed Toga looking at her oddly.

"Sensei Toga, if something wrong?"

" Mia, I wanted to ask you, who are your parents?"

"My parents...? Okay my mom was Hanako and my dad was Ryuu. Why?"

Toga stared at her. Mia was going ask him again what was wrong but she stopped as Toga pulled her into an embrace. Mia stood stiff in her teacher's arms.

"Sensei..." She looked up at him confused.

"Mia, I haven't seen you since your were young." Zero stood next to them confused

"What are you talking about Toga?"

"Mia, I'm your uncle." Toga said loud enough for them both to hear. Mia & Zero were wide eyed and speechless.
"Uncle..."

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DUN-DUN-DUN!

Sorry weird I know. I had the thought that Toga could be related to Mia.

Until next time. ByeBye!

I hate my school....

This isnt probably what you think...

Today in school we had a Asian Heritage day, with kids with Asian background performed. I thought it was amazinggggg but most of the kids were laughing and joking the ENTIRE TIME! It was a beautiful performence, and the people at my school cant relieze(sp?) that. I mean have alittle r e s p e c t, I dont care if you think its boring. My school is filled with people that have no respect for anyone, then act totally shock when someone acts alittle rude to them. Most of the kids in my classes are the ones that are staying back, is it me or am I stuck with the totally suck-ish classes? I.cant.wait.till.this.school.year.is.over! Can summer come any quicker!!!!!

Ghost-16-Help Needed.

Ghost.

[Chapter 16] Help Needed.

* I sometimes mess up Francine's eye color, but as of now, her eye color is golden brown thanks*

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The breeze brushed across Francine's hair, she watched over the flied in the back of her school. She stood on the rooftop of the school, skipping class. Gerard hadn't shown up to school that day, he texted her the day before he wouldn't show up. His been sick with the cold, he ran home in the cold rain and been sick since. Francine dressed herself in faded black jeans, a black long sleeve shirt, a dark gray tank top underneath and black boots that ended a little under her knees. She always dressed dark but lately her clothing has expressed a slight depression. Mariana has commented it about it before but Francine just replied " I always dress like this" Francine's bony fingers toyed with the lace headband in her hair that Gerard have given her from Christmas. She missed the smell of Gerard, the smell of coffee beans & fresh smell of body spray. The sweet tasting kisses he gave her in the morning outside of school. Francine sat down on the rooftop and swung her legs back and forth. Feeling the wind brush across her legs.

"Hey" A voice was heard and small footsteps. Francine turned her head and saw Gerard.

"Hey, I thought you weren't coming today"

"I started to feel better and got bored." Gerard plopped down next to her, feeling the breeze dance across his face.

"Smooth" Francine felt the weird awkward tension between them. Gerard still had his bright happy but looked gloomy vibe around him. She felt some weight in her lap and looked down and saw Gerard's face looking back at her. Francine laughed and pets the side of his face softly. Gerard purred at her touch and inhaled her sweet smell.

"How have your parents been?" Gerard asked.

"The same, the awkward dinners with no talking."

"Did something happen with them?"

"They were have some argument the other night, but that was it"

"They seem so normal compared to my parents."

"You & Mikey were raised by circus freaks!? I had no idea" She added a dramatic affect by gasping and putting a hand in front of her mouth. Gerard chuckled at her and rolled on his side, to look out to the flied in front of him. The peacefully vibrant green grass blended in with the dark colored trees into the blue sky with white flowing clouds. Gerard's hazel eyes captured in the image in his mind, and Francine's golden brown eyes were lost in the details of Gerard's dark hair. Gerard rubbed his fingers in a circular motion on Francine's legs as he lied on them.

"The heat is unbearable." She said rolling her sleeves up and groaning at the heat.

"I'll take a cold shower with ya." Gerard looked up to her and had a evil smirk on his face.

"Very funny Gee." She ruffled his hair and wiggled her legs under his head. He lifted his head and faced her.

"Something seems to be wrong with you France."

"I have been suffering at home. My parents don't talk. I'm throwing up after every meal. I'm in love. I have thought about killing myself."

"Francine, I'm sorry." He pulled her into his arms and kissed her forehead.

"I need help but I don't want to face anyone-"

"France, you know how much I care for you, but really you need to get help." Her golden eyes met his hazel eyes. She fought back her tears and nuzzled her head into Gerard's neck.

"Fine, only if you come with me."

"Promise." He wrapped his pinky fingers around hers.

[Time change]

Gerard watched Francine tap her fingers against her phone on her desk. She was staring at it once she got home, biting her fingernails and tapping the same beat over and over again. Gerard got tired of it and placed Francine's hand on top of the phone and placed it next to her head and dialed the number. He listened in carefully making sure she said everything she promised.

'They said I have to come in next week to talk to a therapist."

"You think you'll go threw with it?"

"Maybe."

"Am I the only one that knows about this whole situation?"

"I think Mariana is slowly finding out. I told her about the nightmares I've been having."

"Oh, wait. What nightmares?" Gerard asked, leaning in.

"The nightmares about well... me in a hospital. It scares me and people with odd faces and creepy voices. Dreams of me when I was younger." She shook in fear and hugged her arms around herself.

"Francine, are you okay?" He placed a hand on her arm, she yelped in fear.

"Gerard, can I be alone for a while?"

"Sure thing, I'll talk to you later." He kissed her forehead and had a look of sadness on his face. Francine lied in bed and fell asleep.

She started dreaming, and felt herself in a white, like hospital room. She heard a weird high pitch voice edging closer to her. Saying things like "Poor little Francine" over and over again. She felt a hand crawl up her arm and then tightly grab her arms, digging the nails into her flesh. She woke up screaming and panting in sweat again.

Francine held her face in her hands and breathed heavily.

"God help me."

Dun-dun-dun.

Sink Your Teeth-7-Important

Sink Your Teeth.

[Chapter 7] Important. Vampire Knight

"I am a orphan. Our house burned to the ground after I escaped from the level E's. They murdered my parents, slaughter them, I was sleeping and walked into my parents room and saw them." Mia placed a hand over her mouth to hide the cry in her throat. Zero lied next to her, leaning on his elbow watching her. The smell of her strawberry colored hair filled his nose; the ache in his gums grew a bit at the sight of her neck.

"After they found my parents, I hide in my room till they were going to burn down my house. Everything is gone. I was six years old. So much blood, I could have helped but I was to damn sleep to hear they're cries. My mother was on the bed; even in death she looked beautiful. My mom was Hanako, she had bright red hair and beautiful ivory skin, pretty red eyes and she was always had a perfect frame, not like moms that kept baby weight after giving birth. My dad name was Ryuu. He had white hair. And sliver eyes, he looked scary at times but was always gentle and kind, he was like my best friend. He made me laugh whenever I was upset," Mia laughed at the image of her, her mother, and her father. Zero also of his parents when his mom and dad would come to kiss Ichiru and him good night

"It's hard not having the people that loved you around." Zero drew his hand up to her tear stained cheeks.

"Exactly. I only remember their faces, names, their kindness, and the image of their dead bodies. I don't even know my last name. The only thing I remember from that night was finding them and seeing that level E." Mia turned on her side to face Zero.Zero's amethyst eyes hide behind his sliver locks, his pale skinny hands curled around Mia's. He felt guilt for her; someone he cared about had to go through the same horror as him, but not as bad. Mia lifted herself a bit, her hands were at Zero's sides, staring him down.

"Is something wrong Mia?" Zero said lifting himself up but Mia's cold hand gently pushed him back down. She lowered her head to met Zero's. Zeros breathe got caught in his throat, the ache in his gums increased. Mia's red hair fell in her face, her lips met Zero's. Gently pressed against each other. Zero first kisses were with Mia, the sweet taste of cherry and the intoxicating smell of blood. Zero turned the both of them over so he was on top. His bony hands traveled up her torso into her bright red hair. His hands stopped at her marks from his teeth. His fingers stayed there for a while.

"Zero I-"

"Mia, I've hurt you but you still give me affection I don't deserve."

"It barely hurts Zero. I want to help you."

"You know the pain I go throw, but you don't treat me like a patient. You treat me like I'm someone special." Mia stared at Zero, admiring his face.

"You are, your friend, you care for me." She cupped his face " You are important, you don't think it but to me, Yuuki, Headmaster Cross, you are very important to us." Zero slide his hand onto hers, he nuzzled his head into her hands and pulled them away from him. Mia waited for Zero to say something, the silence was killing her but she enjoyed sitting with Zero all alone. The candlelight lit the room and beamed on their faces. Mia pushed her hair away from her neck and felt Zero's eye staring at the pale flesh across her neck, his eyes glowed red. She offered him her blood, he tried to deny but he couldn't.

He placed a hand behind her neck and sunk his teeth into her neck. She grabbed his shirt in pain then released after a minute. Slurp, slurp, and slurp. The sound of blood being slurped out of Mia's neck, after a couple minutes Zero pulled his teeth out and wiped his hand on the blood on his lips. He walked away to grab bandages and placed some on Mia's neck. Mia saw a bit of blood on Zero's lip, and wiped it off.

"I wonder what blood tastes like." she though out loud and tried to lick the blood away but Zero grabbed her hand.

"I don't want you to become a monster like me."

"I don't think you're a monster. You're a human with slight defects" She smiled; he slowly formed a smile after her.

"I don't want to hurt you."

"You cant." She pulled him down on top of her. " Now, enjoy the moment well it lasts" Their lips moved together in slow motion. They continued kissing, Zero's hand were at her hips, Mia's were intertwined in his sliver locks. After what felt like hours, they broke apart. Mia went to change into pajamas. She stood in front of the dresser, stripping down. Zero didn't seem to pay attention till he looked up and saw Mia's bare back. He blushed and tired to look away, but a giant scar was across her back.

"Mia." Zero snapped Mia out of her own world and she yelped realizing that she was half naked in front of Zero. She quickly put on her long sleeve sleep shirt.

"Uh sorry I-I-I didn't realize you were still here I-" He cut her off by pulling the back of her shirt up and tracing the scar on her back.

"What happened? Did Aido hurt you? I swear I'll kill that-"

"No! It was from the level E attack." She looked at him. Blushing cause of the fact that she was practically naked in front of him. Zero though about it for moment and wrapped his arms around her.

'I promise you no one will hurt you." He mumbled in her shoulder.

"& I always be there for you." Mia said back.

*Mean while*

Kaname lied on his couch, smirking as he watched Aido (Hanabusa) & Kain (Akatsuki) stood in front of him waiting for their punishment for causing Zero & Mia harm.

"Kaname-sama we're sorry! I didn't to-" Aido pleaded and dramatically fell to his knees.

"Aido and Kain, for punishment for trying to bite a student...again, you have to clean every ones room, no money, no special treatment. Are we clear?"

"Crystal, come on Aido" Kain pulled his younger cousin out of the room by his collar.

"Thank again Aido" Kain rolled his eyes.

"Oh your welcome cousin" He grinded his teeth together then smirked.

"What are you smiling about?"

"Mia's scent. It's sweeter than Yuuki's."

"Aido, its one thing to try to bite Yuuki and deal with Kaname but it's a totally different story if you try on Mia and deal with Zero." Aido frowned and sulked.

"Good point. Whatever." He shrugged it off and plopped on his bed.

"Mia's blood...mhmm what a great challenge" Kain though to himself and flicked the lights off.

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FYI!

Hanako- hana mean flower & ko means child in Japanese.

Ryuu- means dragon in Japanese.

Ghost-15-Lifeless Shell.

Ghost*

[Chapter 15] Lifeless Shell.

Francine yelped at bit, and turned seeing Mariana hanging out of her window. Her long brown hair hung down, her famous bright smile beamed at Francine. Francine pushed the hair out of her face and pulled Mariana into her room. Mariana dressed in dark gray skinny jeans, plain black hoodie and torn up converse with colored laces, and a plain gray beanie, the last item in Marianaâ�™s outfit that Francine had noticed was very bright sunglasses on top of her beanie. Francine never understood why Mariana liked bright colors, Francine liked to wear dark things to blend and not be noticed. Which never worked when the school you go to is filled with â�œnormalâ� colors and bright.

â�œSo what does what mean?â� Mariana asked plopping on her bed.

â�œNothing, I had a weird dream thatâ�™s allâ� She lied down next to her.

â�œAre you sure you donâ�™t want to tell me?â� Mariana turned her head to face Francine.

â�œYeah, just another dreamâ� Francine shivered at the cold air Mariana brought in through the window.

â�œIâ�™ve been worried about you Frenchie.â� Mariana said.

â�œWhy is that?â� Francine felt sweat starting to form on her skin, the heat in her cheeks rose. Mariana sat up on her bed and sat against the wall.

â�œYou seem to waste away, you havenâ�™t been acting like yourself. You look smaller and smaller every week. Whatâ�™s going on Francine?â�

â�œIâ�™ve been having a hard week thatâ�™s all, studying to hard for tests.â� Francine brushed her bony hand through her long dark brown hair. Mariana ruffled the top of Francineâ�™s hair and kissed her forehead.

â�œHave to go, get some sleep. Love you Frenchie.â� Mariana quietly climbed out of her window.

â�œSee ya Mariâ� Francine waved to Mariana as she climbed out. Mariana reminded Francine of a older sister. Mariana was loving, bubbly, sweet, and charming. Francine always felt like imperfection next to her.

Francine brushed her hair and changed her clothes. She went into her bathroom and locked the door. She started at herself in the mirror, her cheek had sunken in, her collarbone popped out. Francine lifted her tank top and saw pale white skin tightly wrapped around her bones. She sighed and felt the tears rising. The Francine Cross in the mirror now was a lifeless shell of the bright, smiley, kind Francine that existed before she begun purging. Francine opened the cabinets in her bathroom and popped in some sleeping pills into her mouth and gulped them down. She walked to her bed and let the softness of the blanket consume her. More nightmares to come along the way.

-X-

Gerard sat at his bed, his knees curled up to his chest; his black hair was unwashed for the day. Smoke blew out of his mouth as he sat in silence. A gray & black striped pull over sweater hung on his bony shoulders, his dark gray pants hugged his legs, his pale feet were covered by black socks and dirty old shoes that he kept forever. This week has been hard on him; the extremely hard tests, his parents forcing him to go to bed early and being paranoid, Mikey never turning down his loud music, and most of all Francine. He knew Francine was bulimic, he knew it. He felt disgusted with himself, when he should have felt disgust towards Francine for torturing herself to be skinny. He knew of her problems, the purging, the hatred she had towards herself: and he did nothing. He watched her become a lifeless being. Gerard raked a hand through his hair, thoughts scattered in his minds. Gerard looked out to his window and started at the stars in the night. The bright white dots shined in the black sky, the memory of him as a child with Mikey on the roof tops watching the stars were rewritten by them fading away by the distance between Gerard and Mikey. He missed the life he had when he first met Francine, she was still shy but still look alive, had a bright smile. Mikey still had a strong and good relationship with his little brother.

A light bright shot across the sky caught Gerardâ�™s eye. A shooting star, ice going across space really. Your suppose to wish when you see one, no one knows why exactly your suppose to but we do it anyway. Gerard got up and pushed the Watchmen novels away from his window and leaned on his elbows. The moonlight hit his eyes and the stars reflected against his pupils. He ponders on what he should wish for, he knows the wish never comes true but he wishes anyway.

I wish we had better lives.

Hope you all had a good St. Patrickâ�™ Day.

Sorry if it is short.

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1. I Dont Like South Park.

2. I Like Wearing Weird & Notice-able Things

3. I Love The Way I Look With Red lipstick

4. I LOVE ANIME!

5. Im A Sucker For The Titantic.

6. I Have A Soft Spot For Nerds

7. I Like Watching People Agrue

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Sink Your Teeth-6-Noodle

Sink Your Teeth

{Chapter 6} Noodle.

Vampire Knight.

WARNING! This chapter is very fluffy.

Hanabusa Aido and Akatsuki Kain stood a couple feet in front of Zero and Mia. Zero shoved Mia behind him as he reached for his Bloody Rose gun. Mia placed her bony hands against his back and overlooked from his shoulder to the two vampires. The playboy of the Night class, Hanabusa smirked with his fangs poking out of his grin. The â�œWild- senpiâ� Akatsuki had a bored expression on his face, slouched over, staring at Mia.

â�œWhat a lovely night, isnâ�™t it Mia, Zero?â� Hanabusa stepped closer to the couple, Zero quickly pulled out his gun, aiming to Hanabusa fore head. Hanabusa had a sudden look of fear in his face and the gun pointed in his direction.

â�œDonâ�™t come any closer, vampire.â� Zero grunted. Hanabusa backed up a bit, but had a evil smirk on his face. Zero and Mia started to walk in the direction they came from, Mia walked in front of him. Zero felt coldness underneath his feet and looked down to see his feet up to his calf covered in ice.

â�œDamn it Hanabusa!â� Zero yelled. Mia turned to Zero and felt someone behind her. A hand clamped over her mouth and arms.

â�œSeems Zero already marked you, Miaâ� Hanabusa said in Miaâ�™s ear.

â�œGet..offâ�¦meâ� She mumble against his hand. Zero kept grunted, trying to pull his legs from the ice from Hanabusa. Akatsuki stood his place watching the screen in front of him, watching for Kaname.

â�œHope you donâ�™t mind if I have a taste.â� Obviously, Hanabusa trying to seduce Mia or an attempt to be sexy.

â�œGet off her!!â� Zero yelled, trying to shoot his gun. Mia bit Hanabusaâ�™s hand, he yelped and let go of her.

â�œGah! You bitcâ�”â�œ

â�œHanabusa!â� Kaname yelled. Everyone stopped and turned to look at Kaname. The tall, lean pureblood stood over Hanabusa, who was shaking in fear.

â�œOh, Hi Kaname, me and Akatsuki were just walking and-â�œ

â�œEnough!â� Kaname backhanded Hanabusa. A long snap noise. Kanameâ�™s long hand hit Hanabusaâ�™s pale cheek.

â�œKanameâ�¦Iâ�™m sorry-â�œ

â�œAkatsuki, Hanabusa. Go back to the Moon dorms. Nowâ� Akatsuki and Hanabusa ran off to the direction of the Night classes moon dorms. The ice broke from Zero, he ran to Mia, hugging her for dear life. They were interrupted by Kanameâ�™s monotone voice.

â�œMia and Zero, Iâ�™m sorry for the actions of those two. Forgive them please?â�

â�œForgive them?! That bastaâ�”â�œ Zero yelled in an anger tone.

â�œZero! Alright Kaname, have a good night.â� Mia pulled of Zeroâ�™s sleeve to the Zeroâ�™s dorm. Zero glared at Kaname as the petite Mia pulled him away. As soon as the couple was out of seeing distance from the pureblood, Mia leaned against a tree, sliding to the ground shaking.

â�œMia, are you alright?â� Zero kneeled to her, rubbing his hands on her arms. She shook and trembled in fear, when she felt Hanabusaâ�™s fang near her neck, the images of the attack from the Level E vampire ran in her head.

â�œV-v-v-vampiresâ�¦â� She shook as she spoke. Her hands over her face, covering the tears.

â�œDamn vampires.â� Zero grunted through his teeth. â�œCome on, Iâ�™ll take you backâ� He hooked his arms around her torso and under her legs and walked toward his dorm room.

-X-

When Zero carried Mia, she shook and cried in his arms. She clung onto his and buried herself into his chest. Zero walked into his room and set Mia on the bed, a uncomfortable dÃ©jÃ vu feeling ran through him. The first night Mia came to the academy, covered in blood, tore clothing, a complete mess, in total fear. When he lied her down on to the bed, she snuggled into the blankets and pillows.

â�œThanks Zeroâ� She said.

â�œNo problem Mia.â� He went to the kitchen in his room and started cooking shoyu ramen noodles. The fresh smell of the noodles went into Miaâ�™s nose and she loved the smell. She groaned as she got and wrapped the blanket around her petite frame and walked towards the kitchen. Zero stood over the oven, sleeves rolled up, a blanket of sweat of his forehead. He turned his body a bit and saw Miaâ�™s tired and exhausted frame. He dared to smile a bit and kept cooking. She quietly watched him cooked the noodles, sitting on the counter. Her straight but wavy pinkish hair fell in front of her face as she watched the sliver haired boy. His amethyst eyes watched her in the eye of his eyes at the tip of his bottom lashes. She looked like she hadnâ�™t eaten in months or years, her chest bones popping; she seemed to get smaller every week, her cheeks bones started to show.

â�œHave you eaten?â� Zero asked looking up at her.

â�œNot as much as I should.â� She looked back at him.

â�œHere.â� Zero handed her a bowl of steaming noodles, she took the bowl and slurped out of it. Zero laughed a bit and handed her chopsticks.

â�œOpps.â� She giggled to herself. Zero plopped up next to her on the counter and watched her eat.

â�œThis is really good Zero, if the hunter thing doesnâ�™t work out for you, become a chief.â� She replied with a noodle hanging out of her mouth. Zero grabbed the other end of it with his teeth and pulled it towards him. Both him and Mia fought for the noodle till both their lips meet, they bit they ends of the noodle and swallowed it.

â�œDidnâ�™t that happen in some movie?â� Zero asked brushing the bangs out of her face.

â�œYep. Lady & The Trampâ� Mia finished the bowl of noodles and dumped it in the sink next to her. Zero leaned in again to simply kiss her. Mia pecked back and yelped when Zero pulled her off the counter and carried her to the bed. He gently lied her down and hovered over her, then side next to her watching her.

â�œZero?â�

â�œYes Mia?â�

â�œWhy are you a good vampire but that other guy today is a bad vampire?â�

â�œThereâ�™s a difference. Hanabusa doesnâ�™t need blood like I do. And plus he does stuff like that just to piss me offâ� Mia giggled at how serious Zero was when he said that. She jumped in her skin a bit when she felt Zeroâ�™s cold finger trace across her arm.

â�œI hate to bring this up at this time, but you never told me about the attack.â� Zero said, feeling regret hit him. Mia took a big breath and started to answer.

â�œI was out walking, trying to find a place to stayâ�¦â�

Dun dun DUN!

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Ghost-14-Nightmares

Ghost

[Chapter 14] Nightmares.

-W a r n I n g! Purging scene-

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Tapâ�¦

The rain pounded against Francineâ�™s window. Gerard had left, didnâ�™t want his parents to find him not in his bed. Her parents left earlier for a Valentines party at a friendâ�™s house. She sat there on her bed, by herself, knees pulled by to her chest. Her long hair draped over her face, she didnâ�™t feel like brush it out of the way. She dressed herself in very tight black jeans, black & white striped tank under an over sized red short sleeve button shirt. She didnâ�™t feel like put make up on today. She already felt beautiful because Gerard told she was. She rubbed the socks off of her feet and walked over to her TV and turn it on. Francine sat chris cross in front of the TV, watching the news. News about the new Oscars, A-rod taking steroids, weather, and most of all, the stimulus packet. Francine sighed, she watched the news for no reason, and she had no real interest in anything going on in the world. After a while. Francine got this horrible feeling in the pit off her stomach. She placed her bony hands over her stomach and crawled over to her bathroom. She kneeled over her toilet and shoved her finger down her throat. She felt the liquids come out of her mouth, this kept going on and on for a coupe minutes until she felt nothing in her stomach.

â�œIâ�™m a monsterâ�¦â� Francine whispered to herself. She put her hand over her face and speared her legs out. She felt lower than low. She told Gerard that she would stop but she knew that she couldnâ�™t and she wouldnâ�™t. Francine felt hot tears run down her face and sobs escaped her mouth. She lied about purging. Once again. To Gerard, her parents, her friends and especially her self. The sudden noise of her phone beeping rang out in her room. Francine slowly got up and tried to hold to the wall for support. She walked slowly to her phone and flipped it open.

From: Gerard:

Hello~ how are you?

She couldnâ�™t help to tear up a bit from his text; she pressed reply and texted back.

From: Francine.

Hey. I could be better, you?

From: Gerard.

Iâ�™m okay, everything okay with you?

From: Francine.

Yep, everything is okay. Why?

From: Gerard

You seen upset.

From: Francine.

You can tell from a text?

From: Gerard.

Yes, Iâ�™m a mind reader.

From: Francine.

XD You learn new things every day.

From: Gerard.

Yes but Iâ�™m so smart I learned everything.

From: Francine.

He he Iâ�™m gonna take a nap, bye.

From: Gerard.

Cya Frenchie

Francine closed her phone and fell onto her bed. She felt darkness surround her and closed her eyes. She felt weightless and was gliding. All she could see was white, could have been clouds, but lighter and no sky. Then everything became dark and gloomy. Francine found herself, in this dream, curled up in a corner. The dream Francine was crying and sobbing, she looked liked like a tooth pick and had her clothes hanging off of her. Papers were all around the dream Francine, with words like

â�œI am a monster.â� Francineâ�™s eye grew wide in fear. She yelled in her dream and shot up in her bed, in sweat. She was panting and wiping sweat off of her forehead.

â�œDoes it mean something?â� She whispered to her self.

â�œDoes what mean something?â� she heard.

It wasâ�¦

HEHEHEH!